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[Tuesday
25th October
5:39pm] |
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none- watching dr phil |
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look who it is :)
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[Monday
26th September
11:48am] |
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backstreet boys // back to your heart |
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i've got a lot to do today.
check balance $
target returns
study for geology with brett
watch movie for film class
finsih reading history
and tomorrow...
class until 1:30
talk to kelly at tallahassee badass
talk to lady about babysitting job
read chapter 9 for film
and to do before i go home...
go to toys r us for tuter
go atm
get gas
get julie a present
buy ava and logan their first bday cards
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[Sunday
25th September
9:59pm] |
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gavin degraw // track 3 |
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so i burned the cookies.
place and bake with directions on the package.
10-14 minutes.
i forgot about them?
eh, the tops are good.
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[Sunday
25th September
6:07pm] |
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i finally got some dinner in me.
chicken noodle soup, cheese crackers, and pear slices.
yum.
kimzey and i spent $120 on groceries yesterday. i know... and so were eating everything. in a few hours were going to bake cookies, and today i made myself a BLT and grilled it in the george and had pineapple chunks for a snack. atleast it's all healthy-- i was 130lbs when i got here, and now i'm at like 123lbs :). how exciting huh? ...while skipping out on the gym all the time. atleast i'm not gaining the freshman 15.
i've had bad dreams lately. i don't understand it. they're not like horrible or anything-- just really weird. the kind you just don't like waking to.
i'm eating ice. and i'm going now.
i need a new layout sometime soon.
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[Friday
23rd September
1:21pm] |
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 horny |
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music |
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some country station |
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i want to meet ava greer
and logan scott--
RIGHT NOW DAMNIT!
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[Wednesday
21st September
11:59pm] |
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 chipper |
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none |
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http://www.hanson.net/OpeningBandVote/datedisplay.aspx?d=stpetersburg
go here, it's for shannon.
and vote for james and mark so that
shannon and stephanie can meet hanson.
i don't even know james and mark,
but i know shannon and stephanie
and they're hot bitches!
so do what you're told even if you
don't know any of these people.
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[Wednesday
21st September
2:42pm] |
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mood |
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music |
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radio....bitches |
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im going to start writing in here more.
just not today.
i've got tons to read.
sleep to catch up on &
the gym to go to.
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[Wednesday
21st September
12:08am] |
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okay so rachel "tagged" me a long time ago to do this, and because i finally got on livejournal and spent like an hour going through people's past entries, i found it. yay!
( 20 QUESTIONS )
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[Friday
26th August
12:48am] |
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watching tv |
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so i'm really liking florida state. i don't know, at first it was weird and different and i started to feel somewhat homesick because my roommate wasn't here yet, and didn't come until wednesday, but now i'm really happy and almost completely settled.
i'm sitting at brett's apartment right now in one of his roommate's rooms while bretts off somewhere. we're making chicken nuggets :) yum yum. and his roomies are fun so i'm bonding with them.
i just feel so much better here as a whole i think. i've gained so much self confidence just in the past few days. everyone is so friendly. you say hey, and they actually make an effort to talk to you and learn something about who you are because everyone here is so desperate to make a group of friends... but i like that about starting out as a wee one, a freshman, i mean. i don't know it's just like back home i felt like you were so judged in high school, even by the people you were closest with. you had to tap dance around what everyone else wanted and accepted as being cool. i just feel like i'm already maturing and it's nice to be happy in a place where i wasn't sure of the future it would hold.
i've fallen in love with claire's roommate and mine is so sweet too, and a couple of us from the dorms went out to the rez today and swam and layed out and ate... swung on the swings, (they aren't as great as they were in elementary school) and met some people that actually are friends with people we've met from catholic. so, that was fun. and i'm trying not to hang out with brett a whole whole lot, and so far it's been exactly how i've wanted it. i'll probably end up sleeping over here once a week, and he met up with me and claire at bed bath and beyond (i didnt know he was going to do that) just cause he wanted to see me cause he hasn't all that much really. we're still doing really good though, so i'm glad. he wants to rush and i'm hoping it won't change anything, but i'm pretty sure out relationship can take it. we've been through much tougher and we've come out fine.
but, i'm actually hanging out in jason's room, and brett's in his so i feel like i should go see him before i go back to my dorm. i'm starting to get sleepy.
yeah. so. peace. not war. (i got that from beargie.)
OH YEAH. I LOCKED MY KEYS, MY PURSE, AND CLAIRE'S PURSE IN MY CAR TODAY... psh. yeah.
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[Wednesday
17th August
1:08am] |
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something i burned... who knows who sings the track |
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and so i never write anymore. it happens. i'll probably start up again when i get settled at fsu. i can't promise anything, but we'll see. i'm burning a bunch of cds that amanda let me borrow. i haven't listened to any of them, so i'm trusting her judgement. she makes good ones though, so i'm not worried. today i was really bored for a couple of hours and i couldn't think of anything i should be doing, but now that it's getting late and i'm realizing everything i could have done today i'm just like... what was i thinking?
i'm supposed to go to the beach tomorrow if it's pretty. it hasn't been, so we'll see. but, if i don't make it out there, there's so much stuff i need to do before i leave on friday. i'd make another to do list, but i've figured out that they're just part of me procrastinating. i make them instead of starting what i need to be doing, then i lose them or make new ones and never accomplish anything. silly me.
i want to make a grocery list, clip coupons, go through all the stuff i got at orientation, pack my clothes and other stuff i want to take (meaning get the boxes i got from work out of my sister's car), read this month's issue of glamour, go visit ms. mitchell at washington before i go, lay out with kay, go to lunch with some of the girls, go on a date with brett... and lots more. i'm never going to get it all done either.
i wish i had cute sharpie colors to write on all my burned cds with, but all i gots is washable markers. they just won't do. and on that note i think i'll go lay with my cat in my bed.
oh, and i love my new purse that i bought :)
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[Thursday
11th August
5:55pm] |
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i've got to make a to-do list. so here goes nothing.
call fact-o-bake, and hopefully take my car in to get it painted before i leave
transfer all my money to sun trust
get my massage and facial
go by lads and lassies and get hangers
continue to make outfits with all my clothes
clean out the clothes i don't want and take them to lads and lassies/goodwill
drop clothes off to: starlyn, claire, jennifer, kay, and brett
pick up my last pay check tomorrow
write thank you notes to 2 more people and also write lynda and send pictures
go through fsu orientation information
buy comforter and bed sheets + whatever else i need for my dorm
get estimate in writing on my car and give to ashley
possibly get cards to give to my friends... and my tuter
take my ring to be re-sized
return stuff at tj maxx
go buy those $4 teal flip flops at kmart
get dad to take my computer in a get a floppy drive
that's all for now...
...and i thought of more!
send transcript to fsu
vaccumn room
make a list of what else i need for college
find out what my college algebra grade is
make time for an oil change and a car check up
go buy corolla hubcaps from some place some guy told me about
buy apricot face blackhead cleansing scrub from target
and maybe a purse from target :) ...and a shirt
pack my stuff for school
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[Monday
1st August
9:38pm] |
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i love him.
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[Tuesday
19th July
4:29pm] |
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sdjsdfkgklhd |
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is it weird that i'm such a homebody lately? i mean, i know it's because i go to school 4 days a week really early, but still. i mean in the scheme of it all-- not keeping in touch with all the friends i actually hung out with and talked to in high school. sure, there's claire. occassionally ashley, which shouldn't be. (we hung out today !!) but like lindsay, and jen, ashton, tyler.......... i don't know. it's just kinda sad. and it's my fault. i don't pick up my damn cellphone and call people.
i should more often, huh?
i have what some people would call a headache. i think i might need sleep.
and reasons why i'm excited...
i got an 80 on my math test (i could have done better, but for me, that's pretty damn good)
i'm going with my sister to see ultrasounds of ava and logan on thursday
and i forget the other one
oh, and karma's a bitch, isn't it?
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[Saturday
9th July
3:02am] |
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run - [snow patrol] |
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i had this plan to write because i had a lot to say, but i wanted to fix up my journal a bit. minutes of "fixing" turned into and hour and a half of "new layouting" and now i feel like i have nothing to say. but i'll come up with something.
so, dennis is certain to hit pensacola. i'm actually really excited. to me, ivan sucked, yes... not to mention, it devasted pensacola, but the aftermath consisted of a gorgeous sky to look at, everyone generously helping everyone else, no responsibilities really, except lots of yardwork, lots of nights sitting around playing drinking games, and no school. that's the one thing that really bothers me about this hurricane. the school i'm going to not be able to attend and the class (college algebra) that i'm not going to get credit for. i really wanted to get it over with before i went to FSU.
i'm going to stay with brett most of the time-- with the generator, psh. of course. :)
i got home tonight at like 1:30, after playing poker with some people. it was really fun, except i was exhausted and had plans to crash the second i got home the whole time i sat at the table playing, but then i got home, realized i hadn't been online in a few days, and figured why not since in less than 48 hours i won't have the opportunity for quite a while. and of course i'm now wide awake.
i honestly just don't think there is anything to do online anymore. i used to love to sit on my ass and talk to people, but why when you can just go hang out with them... i guess things just changed when i started driving a few years ago. before that, aol was like ammmmmmmmmazing.
i spent the night with claire's after billy's thing last night. i didn't even talk to her once i got there. i just passed out. i'm sorry little claire.
......and i waited in line for gas today for a while, and then filled my car up with premium. and on the way home i was like, aw, you never get the good stuff... my little car. blah blah in a baby voice. it was really funny...... me, by myself, rambling on to my precious vehicle. i told the story to brett. he didn't think it was funny, but i knew claire would, so i told her, and she laughed her ass off. maybe it doesn't sound all that funny to you people either, but i promise it was. you should have been there.
........um. leave me some love, i guess. i'll be on tomorrow sometime. i think i'm taking one last trip to our beach, which by the way is going to get demolished. i swear, we aren't going to have a beach soon.
everybody stay safe. i mean it.
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[Sunday
26th June
9:32pm] |
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today was amazing.
mobile with brett.
ate at sonnys.
bought so much at abercrombie SALE!
a purse at ae.
a shirt at hollister.
drove the prelude back from mobile because bretty's allergies were bad.
baaaaaaaby!
aw, he brought me white roses last night before we went to dinner :) :) :)
yum. dinner. bye.
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[Thursday
23rd June
5:17pm] |
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bobby pinson - [don't ask me how i know] |
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i layed out today. i burned a little. i like color so it's okay. but ouch my nose.
i went to my class again today. waking up early sucks cause i had to leave troupes kinda early and i have to do it 4 days a week, but then again i get a head start on my day instead of waking up at like 12.
brett and i took a nap todayyyyyyy. it was sweet. and now im listening to country. i've gotten more into it lately.
i want to change my journal layout but i don't feel like it. i'm hardly ever on this thing anymore so what does it matter, right? i need a facebook account, but i don't know how to set up my fsu email. i tried but it was really confusing. they told us at orientation it was crucial we did it right when we got home. i've been home from like 3 weeks and i still don't have one...... oh well. that's okay. man, i keep thinking of all these things i need to do. annnnd i washed my hair with pantene pro v today. i bought it at walmart the other day cause jamie smith uses it and her hair always smells good and i wanted mine to smell nice too.
and with that said, a to-do list :) :) :)
¬ go to walmart for pictures planner graphing calculator
¬ return a thong to victoria's secret
¬ clean my room, unpack from my cruise which was 2 weeks ago. psh
¬ LAUNDRY
¬ algebra homework
¬ eat something right now cause i have a headache
¬ drag brett to kmart to look at plaid shorts and walmart if he wants to go
¬ go to the pink party tonight
¬ more stuff that i just can't think of
i want to watch the new real world but i haven't caught the whole first episode. every person on that show reminds me of someone from the last season. laaaaaame. yeah. that's right.
jessie hudson gave me a piece of gum last night. i love her. lottttts because it was pepperminty.
so i'm going to go eat meatloaf and yellow rice and salad. what am i going to do with out my mom when i move away...... ahh.
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[Thursday
16th June
10:38pm] |
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tired |
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i been on a cruise bitches!
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[Saturday
11th June
2:49am] |
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sleepy |
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none'uh that |
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wowowow... i posted this just because it was so wrong.
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
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Jordan is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Tyler. |
| You consider Lindsay your true friend. |
| You know that Julie is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Claire for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Ashley is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Ashton is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Me is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Me changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Leslie is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Leslie has a hidden internet romance. |
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